I bought a ticket to Hawaii, hoping to get laid. Ha, my social skills are sooo poor right now that I'd rather pay a shit load of money for one of my perceived "guaranteed sex" friends, then go out and meet a nice girl to form some kind of physical relationship with.

Then after I buy the ticket, she starts playing games, and I'm just like fuck it, I don't even want to see her anymore. My friends out there are having a cute Peruvian/Filipino babby and that's more important than sex, I guess, but damn, I'm fucking horny and I want some sexin' soon!

There are a lot of words there. I am too lazy to even stalk a girl who I find cute online. Bah, I don't have what it takes to be creepy. Maybe I do, but who knows. If you don't want me to e-stalk you, just write lengthy blogs. This is for those who aren't close friends, they don't get out of this so easily.

I don't think I need the paxil as much anymore. But damn it helps me concentrate. I have noticed my mind wandering a hella lot more now that I haven't been taking it. I dunno.

Love sucks by the way, I am starting to believe that it leads up to nothing but trouble. It sucks because I like sex, and sex is best when love is involved. Fuck it though. Down with Love. It's not good. BAHHHH!!!

We listened to Queen in her beat up honda. Wow, To miss someone like that. It's strange. To say I don't want to be with her would be a lie. I want to, but I know how miserable I would be. Still, she is an amazing girl, maybe not. I don't know. The second girl I ever was obsessed with. Second. What are you gonna do? It is what it is.

Sarah is a good person for me. The obsession is not there, but I have a lot of fun with her. We work well, and we balance each other out. I just want a partner, and she has given me that.